Friday, December 12, 2008
You got them new friends
Well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely
-Kanye West
I'm just so confuse right now. I have no idea whats going with me.
i felt this way for a while now, i seriously don't know what I'm feeling.
jealousy? anger? heart-ache?pain?
my medulla oblongata is going crazy.
my parents are fighting, i dont really care
but it IS affecting me.
i feel as if im being use and shit.
The definition of a best friend is a blur to me now.
I dont know where 4 tech one went.
heck, I dont even know who my real friends are anymore.
everytime all the thoughts in my head come to one.
i just wanna bang my head on something. that feeling...
and no, the world does not revolves around me.
I dont know why you would say that.
Now we going at it again.
which i totally dont want to.
but...
my rap sheets are now messed up cause i cant rhyme with all this in my head.
all i asked for was a chance. just one.
guess others came in who are better.
I dont even know where this is going.
"patience is a virtue, and true love is worth waiting for althought it might just hurt you"
ha, the only thing that kept me going.
