Yesterday, ambark on a mission with Sham
for the so called "secret" mission.
during our quest we bumped into Faiz from malaysia.
after mission was accomplish


went down to esplanade, and hang around
finally, after 4 years since we saw each other
Sylvester De Souza.
We bump into each other. i didnt reconize him at all.
he totally forgotten about me(and i never let it go...)


was about to bail from the place when i saw person like Bianca
then sham went "eh? is that Bianca"
Jeremiah went "Is that Kazi"
in my mind i went stop with the "is that, is that"
irritating!
was really surprised to see them there
i thought you all went to the zoo.

Ftttb,
Thanks for clearing things up for me. i really had alot to tell you
but suddenly seeing you, got me choked. Everything I wanted to say just wont leave my mouth
but now i know. i didnt say a word back home cause it happen so fast. lyrics in my head start lining up, i was pretty upset and "emoed" but time is the only medicine i guess.
we are still friends i hope, and nothing will remind me of 2008 then you.
Thank you.

Kazi.

"I'm sitting looking out the window like damn
Tryna fix this situation that's at hand
You still running through my mind when I'm knowing that you shouldn't be,
Me all on your mind and I'm knowing that it couldn't be
Cause you ain't call and I ain't even appalled
I still got a lot of pain I ain't dealt wit it all
I been running round with other chicks,
I'm single and they loving it,
I'm liking it but I just want the one that I was in love with.
That's not the end of it, I'm tryna let you know I can't,
Get a grip of it is what I'm tryna let you know.
You got a hold or some kind of control of me
I don't know what it is, but I gotta get you gone from me
I'm working at it and it ain't getting no better
just tryna be like, yeah, forget it, whatever
Instead of staring out this glass looking at this bad weather,
damn I gotta pull myself together
Cause...

When I'm with somebody, all I think bout is you
When I'm all alone, that's all I wanna do
I miss the smiling faces in my sidekick,
Out to town visits, all the time we spent together makes it hard
to get you out of my system.
You know what you do to me
You don't even understand
You know what you do to me
It's so hard to get you out of my system.

i'm too attached, my heart won't let me fall back
I got it bad, that's what you can call that
When I see you in the streets, that's the worse for me
Used to love the little things you did, that's what works for me
It's too major, don't see you on my pager,
know what you doing, where you at, or can I see you later?
The Bestie telling me
'just let her go Zee', believe me, I'm trying Bee,
I just don't know how '
I be in all the top spots, leaving with the hot shots,
knowing they just want me cause I'm in the top spot
That's not poppin and my brain aint stopping, thinking
Who she with, or where she going, is she at the club rocking?
I never had this kind of problem in my life,
this is my first time dealing with this kind of fight
It's every night and every flight and every time you in my sight,
Damn this aint even right

Is it wrong for me to feel this way, you been running through my mind all day
Can you feel me?
I been tryna get you off my mind, but I cant after all this time
That's what kills me"

Things are about to change around here.
I can feel it.