Monday, July 28, 2008
I dont want no cake on my birthday, i want my cake everyday,everyday.
Flo Rida
As expected, Mum made me miserable on my birthday......AGAIN.
it's been 7 years running, the morning was so great, woke up
knowing its Kazi day, and she said "You don't go sailing, You Stay Home Study"
all i wanted to do is go sailing on my birthday, meet my bestfriend and just enjoy racing.
but noooo, stay home study.
even im 16, i still cry. i really could not take the pain of my own mother
doing that to me...oh wait...what mother? I heard my mum died 16 years ago.
The worst part was she opened the door, and called me a crybaby.
I bet you cried when you found out you were pregnant with me bitch.
Your few mins of fun with papa, gave you 16 years of hell.
i didnt regret being a bad-ass in school, i now realise, it was all worth it.
making you SUFFER.
Tijany and Muammar are like your only sons. Kazhirn is some kid who just lives with you right?
Nenek told me everything, what happen 17 years ago.
your own parents think YOU are crazy. I really wished you and papa divorce 5 years ago.
Tijany got a phone, an Mp3, Swensen treat and a bunch of stuff.
when i was
10:i got sent to Baba house, while you and the family go MALAYSIA
11:You went to Bangkok thailand, called the family, and when i wanted to talk to you.
you hung up.
12:You asked me to study at home, while you bring Tijany to swensen to celebrate MY birthday.
13:You didnt even wish me.
14:You didnt come to swensen cause PAPA was there.
15:You accused me of stealing your "bling" and and found out the MAID took it.
16: you ask me stay home study, didnt wish me,Took away my computer and demoralised me.
Ill save space for many more years to come.
yeah anyways, no more com, so im blogging through the school computer.
this would be my last post till...ever.
cause i know im not getting my com back.
SJI concert, was not what i expected. i thought there would be like partying and shit
but, all i see was...crap.
Bianca was nice enough to buy me the ticket, thanks dear.
as i expected, nothing special happened. Im kinda use to this boring birthdays.
never had i had a fun birthday...or will ever in fact.
After Plaza Sin, i understand you shawtys had to rush, but at least say goodbye ah, all of you had a ride home, i had to take the last mrt, and i missed the last bus im suppose to take, i had to walk home.
Well im not mad at yall anymore, Thanks for all the wishes;)
Btw, SMSing me are useless cause i dont have my SIM card.
Thanks:
Afiqah
:FTTTB!I need to talk to you, its a daily need for me, but i guess i cant do that anymore nor do see you during weekends anymore either. I still keep our "special" convo, but i dont think i can veiw them so...yeah, just read my song if you miss me:D
I love my Bantal;)<(i know you hate ;) but you get the idea) Love love.
Bianca
:BEE!!! Thanks for staying by me all he time. you were the only that stick by me, even if the party didnt go well, i alraedy knew this would happen, so its ok:D
thanks for cheering me up yesterday night. I still love you too!
Francesca
: Shawty! you totally busted my Jacket sia! the zip burst open! its damn ex you know! its ok, im sure i can fix it.Thanks for everything:) love you(go talk to him la...seriously...)
Jeremiah
: aye man! thanks for making me laugh through out the day! The concert was awesome because of our sarcastic remarks! mostly from you
(go talk to her la...)
Lesley
YATI! You finally feel alright to hug me! hahaha! thanks for the bday wish.Love you yo! now go make me my dinner maid!
Tessa
Yeah! im your flyboy!! youre my grilz girl! haha! thanks for the bday wish yo! really love it yo!
Victoria
Dora!! Thanks for the wish too! and thanks for not fighting with her that day:D
i have to go now...sorry, i edit this later!
Love you!
Flo Rida
As expected, Mum made me miserable on my birthday......AGAIN.
it's been 7 years running, the morning was so great, woke up
knowing its Kazi day, and she said "You don't go sailing, You Stay Home Study"
all i wanted to do is go sailing on my birthday, meet my bestfriend and just enjoy racing.
but noooo, stay home study.
even im 16, i still cry. i really could not take the pain of my own mother
doing that to me...oh wait...what mother? I heard my mum died 16 years ago.
The worst part was she opened the door, and called me a crybaby.
I bet you cried when you found out you were pregnant with me bitch.
Your few mins of fun with papa, gave you 16 years of hell.
i didnt regret being a bad-ass in school, i now realise, it was all worth it.
making you SUFFER.
Tijany and Muammar are like your only sons. Kazhirn is some kid who just lives with you right?
Nenek told me everything, what happen 17 years ago.
your own parents think YOU are crazy. I really wished you and papa divorce 5 years ago.
Tijany got a phone, an Mp3, Swensen treat and a bunch of stuff.
when i was
10:i got sent to Baba house, while you and the family go MALAYSIA
11:You went to Bangkok thailand, called the family, and when i wanted to talk to you.
you hung up.
12:You asked me to study at home, while you bring Tijany to swensen to celebrate MY birthday.
13:You didnt even wish me.
14:You didnt come to swensen cause PAPA was there.
15:You accused me of stealing your "bling" and and found out the MAID took it.
16: you ask me stay home study, didnt wish me,Took away my computer and demoralised me.
Ill save space for many more years to come.
yeah anyways, no more com, so im blogging through the school computer.
this would be my last post till...ever.
cause i know im not getting my com back.
SJI concert, was not what i expected. i thought there would be like partying and shit
but, all i see was...crap.
Bianca was nice enough to buy me the ticket, thanks dear.
as i expected, nothing special happened. Im kinda use to this boring birthdays.
never had i had a fun birthday...or will ever in fact.
After Plaza Sin, i understand you shawtys had to rush, but at least say goodbye ah, all of you had a ride home, i had to take the last mrt, and i missed the last bus im suppose to take, i had to walk home.
Well im not mad at yall anymore, Thanks for all the wishes;)
Btw, SMSing me are useless cause i dont have my SIM card.
Thanks:
Afiqah
:FTTTB!I need to talk to you, its a daily need for me, but i guess i cant do that anymore nor do see you during weekends anymore either. I still keep our "special" convo, but i dont think i can veiw them so...yeah, just read my song if you miss me:D
I love my Bantal;)<(i know you hate ;) but you get the idea) Love love.
Bianca
:BEE!!! Thanks for staying by me all he time. you were the only that stick by me, even if the party didnt go well, i alraedy knew this would happen, so its ok:D
thanks for cheering me up yesterday night. I still love you too!
Francesca
: Shawty! you totally busted my Jacket sia! the zip burst open! its damn ex you know! its ok, im sure i can fix it.Thanks for everything:) love you(go talk to him la...seriously...)
Jeremiah
: aye man! thanks for making me laugh through out the day! The concert was awesome because of our sarcastic remarks! mostly from you
(go talk to her la...)
Lesley
YATI! You finally feel alright to hug me! hahaha! thanks for the bday wish.Love you yo! now go make me my dinner maid!
Tessa
Yeah! im your flyboy!! youre my grilz girl! haha! thanks for the bday wish yo! really love it yo!
Victoria
Dora!! Thanks for the wish too! and thanks for not fighting with her that day:D
i have to go now...sorry, i edit this later!
Love you!
Monday, July 21, 2008
Im a badass bboy 2 triple 0, im a space age hip-hop superhero.
Ok, finally i shall update
Sakae-Noss Regatta was not that good, not that bad
didnt do well...no surprise there,
at least i beat i got 9 for a race,
im happy with that.
I wanna apologize to Bianca for being such a jerk this week
it's just that, im was really pissed beyond reasons.
some things just had to make it wrost.
sorry i ignored you.
it's just that, im was really pissed beyond reasons.
some things just had to make it wrost.
sorry i ignored you.
school has been fun!
im scoring so damn well for english!
i got the higest for all of Mrs Rama mini test
It was NA and express standards.
im so happy:D
Well, Finally gave SOMEONE, her song ive been working on
i wanna record it, but got not time:(
Sorry FTTTB!
i wanna record it, but got not time:(
Sorry FTTTB!
Sham Came over today, it was quite funny.
played xbox, profile jump on friendster and EAT.
then i felt sleepy and fell asleep
when i woke up, he was already gone!
SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY!!!
ITS SOMEONES BIRTHDAY!!
His turning 18!!!
SOULJA BOY TELL EM!!!
oh yeah...mine too..but we are practically the same person
YUAAAA!
ITS SOMEONES BIRTHDAY!!
His turning 18!!!
SOULJA BOY TELL EM!!!
oh yeah...mine too..but we are practically the same person
YUAAAA!
SJI concert...i guess it will be fun?
here are the pics from last weekend regatta
i look so fly:D
OH FAIZ! you are not the only one;)
Friday, July 18, 2008
This is the number one style
School was fun awesome today!
V.E, Miss Nora had trouble with the com system
so tech one all talk about our primary school and sec 1-2 life
it was really funny! how havoc we were was un-imaginable!
she wore something quite "sexy"
During Eoa, Mr.Phang gave us a treat:D
Milo for everyone! he was real awesome
the best part was When my cousin Fadhly, Salimul and me
said "T-G-I-F!"
then everyone asked...whats that?
and we went again
Thank God Its Friday
hahahah
went friday prayers with Faiz, and we were jumpstyin back to school
Deadline of Dnt Was today, so everyone rushed!!
then at the end of the day, it was a deadline SCAM
cause no one was taking it seriously, and the teachers just tried to scare us...
haha, good tatic...BAD PERSON TO MESS WITH!
i was so happy...and then pissed cause i could have done a way better job!!
Yeah, you and me
we were the best of friends a guy and girl could ever be
more then a friend, less then a lover
but looks like that dont occur to you no more
we planned it, you even gave in some ideas
but now, looks like you are free to go to that concert
i dont know what to say, i thought we were tight
looks like you and your ex are the same
i knew i was right...
Thursday, July 17, 2008
To all my folk's who aint alive, i hope they live in the sky.
Life's up and downs they come and go ....but when I die I hope I live in the sky...All my folks who
Aint alive I hope they live in the sky..pray to God when I die that I live in the sky ..It's true what
Goes around comes back you kno..So when I die I hope I love in the sky..All my folk who aint survive may
They live in the sky...Tell God I wanna fly and let me live in the sky...
(T.I and Jamie Foxx)
The songs above is dedicated to all my relatives that passed on.
Didnt go to school today, Attended the funaral.
Uncle Saat, passed on yesterday, after fighting cancer
Was with my Cousin Faris all the way...
i didnt talk much, as i always "emo" during this type of moments
it makes me think, Why is there death?
Mutiara is going to have prelims, and her dad passed away
i heard she could not talk yesterday, but she seems fine now.
i think...
I notice, my cousin Faris and me are really alike
it was real weird.
I wish i could talk more to him, we use to be like the best of friends
back when nenek took care of us.
reminicing the days where nenek would cook
and we would take tissue papers, and blow it all over the living room
then when she found out, we would run and hide.
That was one of the things that was running in my mind.
back when nenek took care of us.
reminicing the days where nenek would cook
and we would take tissue papers, and blow it all over the living room
then when she found out, we would run and hide.
That was one of the things that was running in my mind.
well, gonna wait for afiqah to come online
Live life to the fullest:D
Kazi out.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Touch my...ass?
Today was awesome!
i got 36/40 for english
and 10/4? for maths
all test:D
yay!!!
during EOA, Pang was absent
so Sham's PSP+My wire+Class Speaker System= Shuffle And Jumpstyle!
Sham is Patrick Jumpen and Kazi Is Dj Dio
Jumpstyle Duo!
seriously...now days in school, EVERYONE will ask us to do a jumpstyle demo
i feel more famous!
today, We did a demo...they crowd around, teachers thought it was a fight...then they stayed and watch
so cool:D
sometimes we get irritated by people who keep asking us to do..
sham and me will have to reply..."teachers day!!"
Im getting to feel the superstar stress!
FAMOUS JUST GOT MORE FAMOUS!
anyways! clare and me had tuition:D
it was damn funny! i waited for her at the INTERCHANGE at 2
She waited for me at MACS at 2
all the way till 245...then she found me...
we look like idiots! hahaha!
I can solve equations! yay me!! Thanks to Clare Marie!!
WE! the citizen of singapore...
uhh...sorry...
Haha, oh oh oh, i did the YAHHH Trick YAHHH!!!
to nixon...everyone laughed..
Did it to faiz on youthday, and here are the pics:D
(someone said i look adorable...hehehe)
i want to let the world know that
I think Afiqah is the sweetest most awesome girl...EVER
XOXO
Saturday, July 12, 2008
A girl like you is impossible to find.
P.O.P! yesterday was Delta 08
last Ncc moments
we had a parade, it was quite awesome!
a bit cock up, but it went well
SHAM, that motherfucker, made me laugh
he kept saying "Afiqah!"
he kept saying "Afiqah!"
after the final march pass
we all sang a song, ive been meaning to do lil jon stuff
so i FINALLY did...
Weeeeeeee
come from a company
famous in ncc, we come from a very special company
fight for glory, fight for victory
fight with a spirit that has never been seen before
Delta(WHAT!) Delta(WHAT!) ALL THE WAY(YEAH!)
we like it here, we love it here, we found ourself a home
a home(HOME!) Home sweet home.
highlighted is the one i "remixed"
yeah anyways, there was a slide show,
and i saw my sec one,sec two, sec three and now pictures
my goodness...i swear, i was small, curly hair, and somewhat cute!
yeah, whatever...
here are the pics that faiz took...
idiot cam whore with one clown and one MAT REP...
Kazi on the far right
March in
Flag party
Last man(im the last)
I took like 3 invitation cards,
Afiqah had some science thing going on,
Bianca last min, cant make it,
Francesca had piles of homework
so non of them came:(
pretty sad...but i understand:D
Today!
I apologize to 4 tech one, i was about to leave the house but my mum stopped me
Lionel, i pay you back for the ticket.
chat on msn, eat, sleep
i suck...this is why sailing helps me kill the weekends...
oh well...
oh well...
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Superman that hoe
We Superheros, so it's hero time!
how awesome is this pic! credits to faiz:D
YOUTHDAY!
Went out with Faiz and Sham.
1st they headed to my crib, it was a total mess...
faiz still can say, "no diff from mine".
faiz still can say, "no diff from mine".
We all wore new Eras, Tees, and 3/4 pants with BACKPACKS!
Far East Plaza was the 1st stop, wanted to check out the Bapes,BBC and ice-creams.
Bapes got the Spongebob Bapesta's! i want:D
they also sell rihanna's BBC hoodie!!!
to bad i was broke:(
I want a sleeveless hoodie...anybody know where to get one?
faiz bought his Jack pursell's...sardine, after buy the wear...
hahaha
walked all the way to Istana to take shots!
there is more coming up...
i'll post em tml:D
My shoes looks like they are ment to fly!.sham and his effing big ass.
Ben 10 and Kung fu TAM eeeeiiissshhh
So after that, we went down to plaza sin, and decided to go parkway...
haha! back at parkway, chilled a bit, then went home,
I thought i saw Cheryl...then found out...IT WAS.
haha:D
Today,
not much happened, everyone asked about the race,
i just told em i did badly, oh well!
Today, i had to go counciling! I was so damn..."WhAT THE HECK FOR" feeling...
we talked...and talk....and talk...next thing i know...bell rang!
i have to continue next week or something.
we talked...and talk....and talk...next thing i know...bell rang!
i have to continue next week or something.
AFIQAH PLEASE COME ONLINE!!
Saturday, July 5, 2008
One day i got shot by cupid, then suddenly i turned stupid.
OK, I'm really disappointed at my races,
im like 43 overall, its quite bad...
I Wanna Thank Lionel, Affiq And Sham for coming down
and supporting me, Even after how bad i did, they somehow knew
it wasnt easy,
Even though yall came just to go girl scouting, yall still came
Thanks guys!
and supporting me, Even after how bad i did, they somehow knew
it wasnt easy,
Even though yall came just to go girl scouting, yall still came
Thanks guys!
You know when The guys was walking around with me,
everyone asked about us, it was kinda weird...
John-Paul: wah, Kazi, bring backup down ah?
Andrew: so this is your (air quote) team?
Josh: Kazi, do jumpstyle with your friends ah!
we be shinin, we shinin aye!:D
everyone asked about us, it was kinda weird...
John-Paul: wah, Kazi, bring backup down ah?
Andrew: so this is your (air quote) team?
Josh: Kazi, do jumpstyle with your friends ah!
we be shinin, we shinin aye!:D
yeah, during prize giving, Sham and me was like...
AHHHHHHHHH like girls for no reason...
we didnt cheer for victoria and mayflower cause no reason to?
faiz called in the middle of the chaos...
i guess he heard:D
Sham:"kaz, mata boleh potek sia! nvm! aku setia! i love suhaylah"
after that, walked to the bus stop...Affiq sham and me kept speaking in malay...
poor lionel have to keep saying english please?
in the bus...comedy to the max!!!
the guy next to me..REEKS!!!
he was damn smelly...sham and me was holding our breath...
i went to disturb him...I PLUCKED HIS HAIR!
Tidor mati la seyy!!
then did crank dat, and dance to the kazahstan song...coca cola malboro
quite werid..
then YAHH TRICK YAHH!!
The girl nearby laughed so hard...she tried to control it...
haha, who needs teevee mobile!!
the guy next to me..REEKS!!!
he was damn smelly...sham and me was holding our breath...
i went to disturb him...I PLUCKED HIS HAIR!
Tidor mati la seyy!!
then did crank dat, and dance to the kazahstan song...coca cola malboro
quite werid..
then YAHH TRICK YAHH!!
The girl nearby laughed so hard...she tried to control it...
haha, who needs teevee mobile!!
Afiqah! thanks...for everything;)
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
She got fire in her eyes, fire on her waist, fire on her thighs.
Interschools! so far these two days was...awesome?
Supporting St.Gabriels secondary school!(duh...)
One man show sia! My race begins tml and friday
i wanna do really well and get back with at least a name around to 15?
4 tech one is coming down this friday... to support me!
(and i told em girls will be there...so yeah..that got their attention)
had a few cybershot moments
the 1st one is my fave!
not only cause afiqah is in it
its like...so...cool!
all the best to everyone tmlB division yaw!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
She talking to me like im dumb.
Im Too Damn Angry To Blog today...
From Today onwards...My "Mother" is dead..
i dont give a shit anymore...
bitch...
